My cat passed away in his sleep last night.
He was my best buddy, and 12 short years were not enough.
He has been very sick since Christmas, so I'm glad his suffering is over. But last night he was acting his chipper self, eating, walking, using the litter box, etc. So it was a bit of a shock. I wish I had more warning, I expected him to slowly go down hill, and I would be able to be there with him until the end.
I guess this way is better. He's had a very good week, and was happily purring and snuggling right up until last night. Which is better than him loosing his ability to eat and walk, and slowly suffering for days.
I held him for a couple hours last night, and then put him to bed. I wish I had held him just a little longer. I wish I had been there to comfort his passing. Despite him acting pretty normally the last few days, he has been meowing more, and been more clingy. I guess I now know why. He wanted someone to be near him.
I'm going to be so lonely working from home now. Everyday he sat on my lap or my feet, and I would hold him and talk to him for hours. I'm glad I got to stay home and spend so much time with him these last few months.
I already miss him. Even my tough husband was crying this morning. I've only seen him cry a couple of times in the past 12 years.
I'll never forget the wonderful time I shared with my cat. He was the best pet anyone could ask for, and I will miss him terribly. I don't even know what I am going to do with myself. I feel lost.
Sadest Day Ever
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(hugs) I am so sorry.
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I keep my animals their entire lives. While it makes a good life for them, it certainly hurts me when they finish their years.
Glad I could make him the most spoiled cat on the earth. I will miss his snuggles.
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I am sure you gave her a wonderful life and she is now in peace and not suffering anymore. I understand how empty the house will feel without him. In time, when you're ready, maybe you'll be able to open your home to save another kitty that you can give a wonderful lif to!
April 25th, 2015 at 02:13 am 1429927992
According to him you did the best job ever. that's all that matters.
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Very sorry to hear about your sweet kitty.
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